Death.

Yesterday , I checked on my Facebook since that is the only social media that I've for this time being (hihu) and I bumped into Sh Omar's video that talked about...... death. It came at the perfect time for me where I've been thinking about death lately.

Wallahi guys , I'm so scared of death. I guess , everyone does. It is not because of I am not believing on it , but it is because I know I am not even ready to meet Him with sins that I've been carrying on. I keep thinking that I know I will die sooner or later , but when? How am I going to die? Is it really painful? Am I ready? Am I fully prepared? What if I die tomorrow? What If I die without I am still not finish my degree yet? Or get a work? Or take care of my parents? Or even get married and build my own family? I couldn't stop thinking about this. Frankly speaking , God knows how scared I am.

 However , the video I watched , it just came at the moment I need the most. In that video , Sh Omar shared about the death of Prophet and his companions which really made me goosebumps. One thing  Sh Omar  shared  in the video that I personally love is , the greatest comforts that Allah gives us about death is Prophet SAW might received us or some believing souls will be waiting for us, there. Somehow, the video that I watched open up my mind. Death is not something bad at all for believers. Believers just believe in death , believers just believe in the hereafter , believers just believe that death is the only means to meet the Creator, believers just believe that death also is the only way to meet Prophet Muhammad and all of his companions , believers just believe that death is the way to meet again their loved ones. 

 

here's the video. 

Sometimes , we are human beings , enjoying our life that much that we forget we are going to die at the end.World is just the temporary place for us to plant and take care of  our seed , and hereafter is the forever place that we are going to get the rewards from the seed we taken care of. If we do take care of our seed properly and not doing things that are contradict , we will get good rewards. But if it is not , it is going to be vice versa , yknow that.

I cannot be scared of death. I cannot. Being scared of death couldn't even change the fact that I will die. Ready or not , I will die. I will leave people that I love. I will leave things that I love. I shouldn't be sad because I know , hereafter is the actual place for me ,  for you and for us. We will meet Allah and Prophet SAW there . We will also be together again. We are just going to separate for a moment then we will be together again , insyaAllah. The only main concern for me should be my actions at dunya. I  just need to try my best , do things Allah love , leave things Allah hate. Just live my life as Allah wanted me to live so. In addition, we came from there , and one day , we shall go back there. In fact , akhirah is our home and home is where we belonged to. When we're going back to the place where we belonged,  insyaAllah , Prophet Muhammad will be waiting for us at the front door.

 May we all come back home safely , in the way Allah blesses , in the way we are forgiven. Aamiin.

When I die , forgive me.

I'll see you again , at home , okay?

a girl with hope, 

aten xo.